Although I believe that most women, if speaking honestly and given a choice, would admit to preferring a larger dick over a smaller one, there are women such as myself for whom a large dick is not only a preference, but a requirement. Many women feel obligated to spew some of the oft-heard "it's not the size of the ship..." nicey-nice, male-coddling garbage, but I learned at an early age that having no sex at all is better than having sex with a less-than-adequate man.
I may have wound up a size queen anyway had it not been for my first lover, a 6'7" man with a massive member. But he was huge and sets the standards by which all cocks (and peepee's, pindicks etc) are measured for me. In truth, he was actually my second lover, but given that the first was an average-sized man (about 6") - I count Mr. Big as my first without hesitation.
His cocksize was proportionate to the rest of him, perhaps 9 1/2". I realized it was huge the first time I saw it, and held it in my hand, and felt it enter my pussy (after a month of trying without success to get it in!)...but it was not until a few years later, after I'd had the misfortune of becoming intimately acquainted with a few average sized (or worse, a couple of downright small) penises, that I realized just how huge my first lover's cock was. It only took a few dismal, unsatisfying experiences with an average-or-less man before I made the decision that I would not, never, not for any reason, subject myself to the disappointment and unfulfillment of sex with a small penis.
I make every effort to find out a man's dicksize before becoming intimate with him, to the point of coming right out and asking him. Some men will be stupid enough to lie, and brag undeservedly, about the mass of their member. I have had the pleasure a few times to put a swift and humiliating end to encounters with men such as this.
I've been asked - "What would you do if you got into bed with a man, and realized his dick was not big enough? Would you really get up and leave?" Hell yes I would, and I have. I am open about my preference, honest about my requirement, and if a man is stupid enough to try to weasle around this, try to get me in bed and present me with less than I expect, deserve, and explicity request - well hey, what am I supposed to do? Accept all the risk, and mess and crap that's potentially involved with sexual intimacy - and get nothing in return? Sorry, that's not going to happen.
There are ways that I can put to use a man with a less than sufficient penis. We'll get into that later. However, intercourse is not one such way. Even oral servitude - oh perhaps from time to time I've accepted oral pleasure from a man with a tiny penis - but it's not something I do often. Why not? Well for one, unlike men, who for the most part do not care who owns the lips wrapped around his dick, as long as their are lips there - I have to have some sort of attraction to a man in order to let him pleasure me in any way. And, I'm sorry, but I just don't find small penised men attractive. A woman like me has plenty of large cocked men offering to please me in any way I want - so there's really no reason I would need to accept any sort of sexual contact from a man without all the equipment to do any job I might need him to do.
So blame it on anatomy, blame it on my first lover with his 9 1/2" cock, or whatever. I like big cocks, and only big cocks, and that's the way it is, boys!
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